Thursday, December 13, 2007

Dreams December 10th

dancing on the beach he called out to me hey-la hey-la so with a flashlight I ran out to the waves into the surf and dancing around tried to pinpoint his calls to me hey-la hey-la and night fell and still dancing afraid of the waves afraid of the water (there are sharks in the water) tap tap tap almost in the water yes wet but not quite tap tap tap my feet only barely let me touch the water and I wave the flashlight down into water hey-la hey-la water splashes all around me just my feet and calves wet now my thighs and I can feel salty-ness on my tongue and drop
drop
swoosh
the water lost its tension holding me up tired of my fear tired of me looking at it and making up romantic stories of the sea know how badly I yearned (yes!) for the sea to handle me with his waves and tired of waiting for me enveloped me surrounded me and the lightness of me as all my surfaces were handled covered and caressed each hair on every part lifted and caressed yet pressured slightly no more weight on my arms my sides are cool but pressure builds in my chest and burning tightening and gasp
gasp
shudder
hard soft solid liquid salty water enters my mouth but slowly like a syrup that can't be broken with your tongue and salty so not like syrup so I lick my lips feeling the strength of the water gentle but entering and strange to lick and feel the wetness of my tongue on my lips while surounded by water and my eyes are closed but I can see the water pulling at my eyelashes at every other hair to open me up make me light and just the rushing I hear swoosh-swoosh swoosh-swoosh is that him calling voice transmuted by transmission through his body rush
rush
vibration
my lower back is getting weak arch or curl who can say what's better now the sound is getting fainter did he stop his calling did he get what he wanted still surrounded by him in him by him in him arch my lower back til it strains open my chest and roll back my shoulders until my heart is open legs and feet that danced are now useless and he is calling so softly now so softly I can barely hear it but Ican taste the salt on my tongue my lips are parted and cannot close quick as a flash my knees hug in my arms and my head drops lungs filled with him with the sea
and
and
and the air had been all forgotten