Dreams - June 12th

see nothing, feel everything
she prays at my feet
see nothing, feel everything
caress
caress
caress?
pain...
let it pass over you
let it pass through you
it's alright if you want to scream
No, no, no
work your best
my pain won't distract you
let it pass over me
let it pass through me
take it
distribute it
too much, too much
deep breath
in through the nose, out twice as slow
is it too much
keep going, keep going
keep going
break
freed from my body
must remember it to remember to breath
and the heat of it
begins to burn
my spirit freed from my corpse
my spirit body is heat
my spirit body is pain
what is one thing beyond the pain?
think - one thing beyond the pain!
heat, no heat is pain
think - one thing beyond the pain!
what is one thing beyond the pain?
break
I've never had someone leave me before
where did you go
love - I bore it out of self love